Thursday, July 5, 2012

Ya gotta start somewhere

Well I've been thinking about doing this for a while. Of course being a procrastinator doesn't help, but I really never started because I wasn't sure if I would have the discipline to do a blog. Guess I'll see??
Why do I want to do this?? Honestly I'm not sure. I recently started researching things that really interest me, like politics, fossils, quotes that make sense to the way I want to live my life, places I would like to see, things like that. I've been saving them on my laptop, but if I don't have it with me I can't add to the folders, so this may work.
Also I started a daily "timeline" at work. Everyday recording what I'm doing with the time I did it. It helped tremendously in time management of my day, plus required me to be a more organized (well a little more).
The last nearly seven years has taught me that in every situation I need to look at my part, good, bad, neutral, all situations and that this is one of the most important things for me to do. I have to do it every night, or I start feeling out of sorts. Doing it in my head has worked for me so far, but right now my mind is cluttered with lots of things that distract me too easily. One of the most important things for me to do, has become extremely hard and I have to find a way to get it done. So here it is. My thoughts, emotions, reactions, non-reactions, and "feelings" of the day.
I'm treading new waters here, and my need for the illusion of perfection may make this impossible. But I'm determined to at least try.
So here goes nothing.
R

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